What do you think about these lyrics I wrote?

Mylifeissodifficult,it'salwayshaad,bahad… you,arequitea painOhoh,Auti-smthisworldit,itmakesfalla… heck yes does,Auti-sm you mahakemylifehard,and I wish that you'd under-stand,but know you are part of my-hy life___! Auti-sm you,are hard,and you-hoo are sa-had,cause I-hi have to deheal with you,no-homatterwhatcha make me do,ooh-hoohoo,Auti-sm youknow,that you'veruled,my en-tie-re life,andI did-n't want youto,Ohwhoeooh.Autiiiiissmm,Ohhoh,mercy… lifeand I don't wantba-hacknow-how,oh,heck yea.Auti-ismyou know,I-hido-hon't want you an-hany more,no,Autism,no,no I don't,O de-hearChrihistnohoOno,no,whoe,AutismUho… my life,Autism-u,utookmylifeaway-yea!I wish u-hoo'd listenOAutismUmahakemyhylifehaardwhhydoh… O-whoe,Aut-ismy'duhave2ma-hakemecryhy?